Yin to My Yang

"A sister is both your mirror - and your opposite." ~ Elizabeth Fishel

I am always telling my sister how she needs to do yoga, well I am always telling everyone that. However with her, I may be a little more pushy! After telling my sister for months to do yoga, she did finally listen. She found this class she really liked – yin yoga. I was always aware of what yin yoga is – very restorative – holding poses for 3 to 5 minutes. However, I have always preferred the flow and movement in a vinyasa class. Taking it at face value, holding poses for long periods of time did not strike me as something I would enjoy. I was just happy she was practicing yoga. After all, the poses are just something we do to get to the heart of who we are – the yogic state is already within us. So it didn’t matter to me that she wasn’t doing chaturangas. The fact that she was feeling the benefits was all that mattered!

I did become a little more interested, call it curious. Because she enjoyed it, it made me want to know more about it. I intended to try a yin class for awhile, but they always seemed to be offered on a Sunday evening. For me, that’s a time of winding down at home and preparing for work on Monday (and if it is football season -  fahget about it!) However a few weekends ago, the stars aligned, and I found myself in my first yin class on a Sunday evening. I fell in love! It was like a hot bubble bath with lavender aromatherapy after a massage! Just the restoration my body needed. In my opinion, the perfect complement to a very yang vinyasa practice. I now see myself making yin yoga a part of my practice.

My sister and I couldn’t be any more opposite – I’m a vegetarian, she loves red meat. I like neutral colors and with her it is the brighter the better. I prefer flats and she loves heels. I could go on and on…

Actually, I think Taoist philosophy describes us much better – there are no opposites, but complements.  You can’t know one without knowing the other. She is the yin to my yang. After all the pushing I have done to get her to do yoga, here I am thanking her for getting me to do yoga! She finally gets her yogic props!

New Year, New Home

"The ache for home lives in all of us, the safe place where we can go as we are and not be questioned." ~Maya Angelou

Finally settling in to our new city, new jobs, and new home, my husband and I were recently recapping the past year. What a year! We lived in two cities on two different coasts - traveled thousands of miles across the US, visiting a whole bunch of states in between, and traveled to five different countries.  Just a little over a year ago as a part of my yoga training, I wrote down my new year intentions for 2011 on a piece of paper. I never thought I was actually going to quit my job and move to the west coast, as I wrote. OK, maybe I believed it a little... after all one thing I really learned in my teacher training was the power of intention and desire. 

It is amazing how much we experienced to get here, but I feel as if I have finally arrived! We followed a dream and here we are - living in our dream city in our dream home. I am presently living in Portland, Oregon. How is that for some present moment awareness!

This year, in a cafe in Paris, my husband and I once again wrote down our intentions for the new year. Although, they are not nearly as dramatic as last year, this time there is no doubt in my mind that by practicing attention to the present moment and detachment that they will all manifest! In fact some already have... I got a new teaching gig!

Embracing Fear

"The greatest barrier to success is the fear of failure" ~Sven Goran Eriksson

Halloween has always been one of my favorite holidays. My mom would go all out. The whole house would be decorated with pumpkins, ghosts, and other frightful decorations. We even had the fake tombstones in the front yard. Her costume of choice was usually a witch - complete with a fake big warty nose. I used to love scary movies and Goosebumps were some of my favorite books. As a child, I embraced fear. I think we all do. As children, we are so willing to take that jump or risk without a second thought. Some may call this naive, but there is a part of it that is our pure nature.

Fear is something that is conditioned - we actually learn to be afraid! The amygdala is the part of the brain that processes fear and anxiety. It is also this part of the brain that is responsible for the formation and storage of memories associated with emotional events. So you see, our brain is wired to hold on to these fears and they are stored in our subconscious.

One of the five afflictions in the yoga sutras is fear. Fear does have an evolutionary purpose, it's meant to ramp up our sympathetic nervous system (fight or flight) and alert us to potential threats to keep us alive. However, the fears we face today are generally not survival based, but imagined. They are scenarios we create in our mind. We have anxiety about completing a task, a new job, or being accepted. Our fear is based in the future, not the present. Yoga can help ease our fears because it teaches us to stay present with what is and not worry about what will be. Yoga can also help us to calm our bodies responses to fear by teaching us pranayama. By controlling your breath, you can control your body and mind and reduce the physiological and psychological effects of fear.

I think Halloween is a great time of year where we all can embrace our fears. There are so many things we avoid or put off in life because we are afraid of what could happen.What is something you have been putting off and why? Is it because of fear? Ask yourself "what is the worst thing that could happen?" Chances are it is not that serious.

Saluting the Sun

"Wherever you go, no matter what the weather, always bring your own sunshine."  ~Anthony J. D'Angelo


Throughout history and across many cultures, light is symbolic of consciousness, enlightenment, and truth. One of the greatest sources of light and the creator of life itself is the sun! In yogic tradition, the asanas known as sun salutations or surya namaskar are a way of honoring the sun. Not only the worldly sun that warms and lights the earth and life on it, but also the eternal sun or light within ourselves. Surya means sun in sanskrit and namaskar stems from namas meaning "to bow" or to "adore".  The common salutation Namaste ("te" meaning you) often said at the end of class has the same root. By practicing sun salutations, we help cultivate gratitude not only for ourselves but for the world around us.


Sometimes when moving through a vinyasa practice, I see students flop through sun salutations out of fatique or a lack of presence - heck I've done it myself. I invite you to try practicing your sun salutations with the devotion and intention around which they were created. When practiced mindfully and with the proper breath, they are a very powerful way to feel connected to yourself and the world around you.


On days when you feel like you don't have time for yoga, a quick 10 minute sun salutation repetition (3 -5 rounds) moving with your breath and followed by a short savasana can act as an entire practice. This is because sun salutations both strengthen and lengthen most of the main muscle groups of the body. No excuses!


There are many sun salutation varieties out there, so feel free to experiment to see what you like best.  Below is one of my favorite and a more accessible variation, which I teach in class. I prefer the step-back sun salutation because it is more effective in opening the front line of the body, especially the hip flexors. One of the major hip flexors, the psoas major, is a muscle that connects directly to the lumbar spine. Sitting (which most of us with a desk job do all day) shortens the psoas and pulls the lumbar spine forward. This can cause back pain. This version of sun salutation will help lengthen this muscle. 


The white dot indicates inhale and the black dot indicates exhale. Starting with the inner circle do one round alternating legs (once around with the right leg, once around with the left leg) moving with your breath. Repeat as many times as you like, then move to the outer circle. Same idea here, one round is twice around the circle - once with the right leg, once with the left leg. 


Tips for beginners to avoid injury - drop your knees in plank when lowering through chaturanga to upward dog until you build strength in your arms, legs, and belly to lower without collapsing to the mat.

All of the light in me, bows to all of the light in you - Namaste!

Surrender Control

"He who controls others may be powerful, but he who has mastered himself is mightier still." ~Lao Tzu

How often have you felt like your life was spinning out of control? Or have you felt like you needed to take control of a situation or a person? Sometimes we just feel like we need to control everything and everyone in our life. This is even more predominant if you're a boss or a parent.

The only thing we really control is our own thoughts, actions, and words. So why do we feel the incessant need to control everything else in our life? The yoga sutras would point to the ego and fear (two of the five afflictions) as reasons we feel this need to control.

The ego is what gives us a personal identity or a sense of self. It is there to help us mediate with our surroundings. The ego serves the vital function of allowing the identification of one's existence with the outer world. However, the ego likes to continually feed itself and it becomes exaggerated. An exaggerated ego creates a false sense of separateness. The individual looses touch with the universal or the connectedness of all things and suffering ensues. An exaggerated ego is a controlling ego - it is all about me! When we are living with an exaggerated ego, we are living in delusion because we are not seeing the world how it really is but how we are.

Fear is also important in our evolutionary development. Fear is a basic survival mechanism that protects us from potential threats.  Fear (and stress) brings us into our sympathetic ("fight or flight") nervous system, so we can react in order to survive. All fear is based on the fear of death or the fear that life will end. Death is a fact of life and is therfore out of our control. So how do we as humans try to compensate for this inevitable reality? By trying to control other things or people in our life.

Yoga teaches us to let go of our attachments and therefore our desire to control.

When we become over invested in our own identity (living in our ego), we begin to see any change as a threat to our sense of self. Yoga takes us out of our ego and allows us to feel the connectedness of all things. So changes in our surroundings or our lives can be viewed as opportunities and not threats. Yoga teaches us to live in the present moment and be with what is. This can help eliminate anxiety about past or future events.  Also yoga, especially with proper breath, stimulates the parasympathetic nervous system and takes our body out of "fight or flight" mode and allows us to relax with what is.

So I invite you to focus on letting go of your need to control situations, people in your life, or even your own body and just be present with what is. When we feel out of control, it’s because what we think conflicts with what we feel, but what we feel in our bodies is the truth. Listen to your body! If you experience difficulty with a person, situation, or even a yoga pose don’t try to control the person or situation, but see it as an opportunity to let go and be in this present moment. Remember, the only thing we really control is our own thoughts, actions, and words!

Ways to practice surrendering control:

• Next time you're in a yoga class take child's pose every time you need it. Be honest with yourself!
• Do you always lead a conversation, talking more than listening? In a conversation with a friend, spouse or loved one, don't interrupt. Let them speak freely without speaking an opinion or judgement. Just listen!
• Do you always control the remote? Decide maybe just for one evening to let the other person watch whatever they want. No complaints!
• Are you a "backseat" driver? Next time you are a passenger in the car don't comment on the other driver's abilities or tell them the route you would take.
• Are you always making the decisions in a relationship, like where to go to dinner or what movie to see. Let the other person decide. Or if you're usually indecisive, make the decision.

Breathe

"The nose is for breathing, the mouth is for eating."  ~Proverb

One of the most important things in a yoga practice is your breath. Pranayama is the fourth limb of the eight limbs of yoga. The sanskrit word for breath is pranayama. Prana meaning life force or energy and ayama meaning to extend or control. So breathing is how we control the energy we bring into and release from our bodies.  In the Vinyasa practice (and various other yoga styles), the particular type of pranayama practiced during asana is the ujjayi breath.

The ujjayi breath is a diaphragmatic breath or belly breath. By expanding one's belly on the inhale, it allows the diaphragm to move down and the lungs to expand. Inhalation and exhalation are equal in duration and are both done through the nose. On the exhale, one constricts the throat passage. Imagine breathing to a steam up a mirror - but with you mouth closed. Due to the narrowing of the throat, a rushing sound is made. It is said to sound like the ocean or Darth Vader.

The ujjayi breath strengthens the diaphragm, builds heat in the body, clears toxins, and increases oxygenation in the blood. The breath allows for sustained energy throughout the practice by keeping the vital life force moving through the body and not allowing it to escape. By linking the breath to the movements (inhale-upward dog, exhale-downward dog), it keeps one present and aware and can even have a meditative effect.

Peace of Mind

Top of Precipice Trail - Acadia National Park, ME

"Peace. It does not mean to be in a place where there is no noise, trouble, or hard work. It means to be in the midst of those things and still be calm in your heart." ~Unknown

One of the many things yoga has taught me, is to tap into that part of me that is always at peace. Even if I am having the most hectic day, I can calm myself through my breath. There is both a physiological and psychological effect associated with deep breathing. Deep breathing stimulates the parasympathetic nervous system ("rest and digest") and  takes us out of the sympathetic nevous system ("fight or flight") resulting in relaxation. Try it right now. Take your deepest breath in and a long breath out. Do this a few times and you will notice you are calmer, clearer, and more present.

Shanti is the sanskrit word for peace, but it is more accurately translated as inner peace (or peace of mind). It is a deep personal and internal experience that one can only tap into for them self. However, yoga and meditation helps guide one to access this place. Human beings often try to find peace externally, by taking a vacation or surrounding them self with serene nature. While this is a great temporary fix to the stresses of life, true eternal peace comes from within. By practicing tapping into your shanti on your yoga mat, you will be better equipped to find peace anytime and anywhere, even in the most frantic of situations when you need it the most.

Next time you feel worked up or life around you seems hectic, before reacting, try taking a few deep breaths to bring yourself back to that part of you that is always at peace, your shanti.